A WORLD MADE OF millions of little me

by carlos
(fontana)

I'm gonna start by saying that my recent salvia trip was my first spiritual one. My first salvia experience was with 15x, at this time I. Was just doing it for fun. I really didn't get much of a trip till I tried 60x but for me it wasn't nothing special. I was kinda disappointed because my trips were not very intense or significant. I decided to not do it again but of course I shared it and all my friends and they thought it was the craziest stuff out there. When they smoked salvia its as if they were in another world. That's what I wanted to experience but I told my self that maybe I just had to try something stronger.

About 8 months passed and on jan 1st I was driving around and I stopped by my local smoke shop, I had the sudden craving to smoke salvia so I bought some 60x.So I was planning to pack the biggest bowl in my bubbler , I was determined to trip out just for the fun of it. I waited till about 10 pm , I was in my room and I had all the lights off and some very slow trance playing on my stereo. I had some juicy fruit kush on me , the most potent strain of cannabis I have ever smoked. I thought it was a good idea to get high then smoke salvia , so. I packed a bowl and I was high decided to smoke another one and it just completely had me threw the roof. So at this point I decided to pack the biggest bowl of salvia 60x in my bubbler and I took the biggest hit I could...I ashed the whole thing . I'm standing up next to my window holding it in for almost a minute.

After I exhaled the smoke I completely lost my self ......I lay down in my bed and instantly forgot why I was laying down or what did I just finished doing. I must of passed out because I was in a whole different world as if In my own head. I started to have intense flashbacks of my childhood ....it was as if I was reliving them . Then in one of my flashbacks I died..at this point I felt like it was just my mind in a white room and I had the most intense feeling of me being dead .....then I heard a voice saying that it was going to be ok and that I will just an object playing in the game of life......I was very scared cuz I thought I was dead ... That's when I really started tripping.....I reappeared in this world were everything around me was made off millions of little me's ....and even my body was made of little me's .......and as I would move and touch all the objects I felt like I was just squishing and killing all the lil me ...but what was crazy is the fact that I was seing everything from the little me point of view....I still had the intense feeling of being dead ......as I kept moving in this world made of me I stopped ....that's when the voice came back and said it was time for me to leave and at that point I was one of the millions of lil me and I was making up part of my shirt....I asked why is everything made up of myself and why is it that when I get squished I die and appear as something else in my body......at this point the effects are waring off because I open my eyes and I leave the world I was in.....the fealling of being alive rushed all over my body .....I gasped in amazement and disbelief. I regret not knowing what that entity that was talking 2 me had to respond to my last question. I finally come to all my senses but still not remembering what had happen like I could not remember what I had just done till I wanted to smoke another bowl of kush 10 min later.....that's when I remembered every thing that just happened. My trip was scary but overall amazing ...I couldent sleep cuz I knew this was one of thoes inteanse spiritual trips with significance....but overall I was happy with my trip and for thoes of u that are thinking of trying it dnt get high. Then smoke salvia cuz I'm sure that's why it was extremely intense......and please respect salvia , u better be mentally prepared for it or else ur just gonna end up like one of thoes idiots on youtube triipin out and acting stupid ...