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the good and the horror...
by bx warrior
Please excuse my grammar and wording..as I am tryin to speak as if i were talking to myself..its the easiest way to describe my experience..i had two trips...first one was a small dose of the 10x..second was 15x
the 10x trip..i laughed and laughed..then closed my eyes..and then started to feel as if i were in a cartoon..but the cartoon wasn't like an animation more like painting moving and moving all in one sequence...as i was tripping all i could do is laugh and asking myself why cant i paint myself in different colors...but then a trained pulled up..i got on..it felt like the last train in the world and i couldn't miss it..when i got on the train it took me to a cartoon house where then i snapped out of the trip...it was a fun trip and i just enjoyed the ride.. 2nd trip..this will be very detailed as it has changed my perception on life as we know it...and til this day will never do salvia again.. first i have to say it was the most scariest thing that ever happened to me...as i took a bong hit...i felt a wave smack me in the face...i smiled and then closed my eyes...right away it was a turn for the worst...i looked at my friends as they started to melt their form of body,frame, face, everything you can imagine, just melted away...the colors started to blend in...i cant describe the colors but it was like 50 colors all blended in... well from then..i hear this voice telling me that nothing is real..that everything is fake...i felt like it was a page out of a book and the pages kept turning...i couldn't make the pages stop turning but for some reason...my friends just left me...i'm alone..the room kept rotating like laundry drier...i was spinning out of control...as i started to keep spinning i felt the world was coming to a end..i thought to myself omg i'm stuck..everyone has left me...as i realize i need to get the fuck out of this world or i'll be stuck here forever and will be an complete dead egg in the reality world..i thought i would never go into reality...then as the room stopped spinning...i see black..and i fell into a hole..and this hole is a never ending fall....then boom..i grabbed onto something..i cant recall what i grabbed in my trip but it was something...and this something put me back into the same room i started...as i saw this room i got excited as if i thought i were coming back,..but i didnt..i felt everyone was living in the real world..i was outside trying to come in...as i were screaming calling my friends to look at me..my voice was just an echo..they ignored me...the next thing i realize the room is getting smaller...the ceiling is falling down...the walls are closing in...and the floors are rising...then..i felt my world was in a palm of a hand and it just closed...i tried to fight and keep the palm from closing...my strength is no match...and as i'm about to get crushed.. i get sucked up like a vacuum..i'm in a dark room all alone...i'm now freaked out my mind..i'm thinking that i will never come back to reality...i then find my eyes open..and it becomes a remote control..i'm flipping channels in my fucking mind...i'm flipping and flipping...trying to find the channel i was once in...now i'm going through my channels until i finally found my channel where it all started...but no one is there only the room...as i sit back in the room..i realize my friends are dead and it was because of me..it was because i took this salvia..then my friends walk into my channel..and i snap out... i got up hugged them all and told them please never let me take salvia again..i was so scared,...i screamed at them to turn the music off..i guess i was still tripping because i heard voices in the music telling me next time i wont get away...
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