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Cycle Of Life
I was in a car, and it was my first time doing salvia. i had never smoked weed, tried any other drug, and salvia was the first stepping stone. i packed a small amount of 30x into a bong, and held it in for as long as possible.
I kept reappearing in different situations in my life. when i accomplished something in this life, it was like the page turned over, and i was squished, but somehow reappeared in a new setting. after doing this 4-5 times, everything went black. i heard nothing and was not alive anymore, but i saw a million little gingerbread looking people with connected hands across this darkness. i think it represented the lives of everyone in the world. and i saw myself as one of these thousands of men. im not sure how to explain it, but i was stuck in the cycle of life, and could not escape. i saw that i had the same fate as eveyone else in this cycle, and no matter how hard i pull or twist, i could watch myself struggle but not break free. after what seemed like a lifetime of watching, i finally realized i could not break free, so i accepted i would have the same fate as the rest. after doing so, im not sure how it happened, but i started to struggle again, and as i did so i started to come back. i looked down and was stuck in the seat of the car again,but held down. i pried 3 bars away from my body that were constricting me (which i later realized was just my sweater) and was finally in the real world again. I had trouble talking for about 5 mins, and was sweating alot. again, im not exactly positive what i saw, or if it had meaning. but i saw the cycle of life and was able to escape it. -coldplay |